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| MSU-IIT Accountancy Students : Czar,Jamal, Mao, Mariol, Me, Angelo |
It has taken me awhile to formulate my next post. It's just that
I've been trying to make out what has happened to me and the rest of the
VIVO's in the past three weeks. Am I almost there? One more grade and
it's either an INC or a 3 :( Life has always been cruel and UNFAIR. Guess, I'd
have to break down this potentially overwhelming tide of emotional and
physical strain. Well, I suppose I won't technically be granted my
undergrad degree until the mean ( just kidding :D) people in the Dept. have
made sure I've passed all my subjects , but I've never been the one to
wait for their petty little bureaucracy to get this all togerher.
Speaking on behalf of the VIVO's, how are we suppose to pass
the exams? When we only got 2.5 months to review our subjects from first year
to fifth year? Not to mention our other very demanding subjects :( and we
also had a Feasibility Study to finish at the end of the semester to graduate.
Just imagine the amount of crap being thrown at us? Like my
classmates, I had this little inkling of the shattering events that were
looming on the horizon. I daresay that if we have been given an
unvarnished preview of what was to come, we might not have appeared quite so
unflappable and weak. We could have wished for the qualifying exams a year ago, and It could have been a lot easier to accept if we fail.
I just don't understand why they had to make some of
our exams so unrelentlessly difficult when our job is to only debit or
credit after grad. Why must everything be made to be so difficult and
stressful when we are just a week away from graduation? I just don't understand the reason behind the high pressure situations we are always put in?
We don't expect to have our hands held, but isn't it enough for us to
take the lead on making sure we study, making sure we review our subjects and
attending our review classes? After all, we couldn't have reached this far, if
we aren't that good????
Sure like us, they have also their reasons. I guess we just have to hear them out. also.
Now is probably one of the toughest times I had in college. If I
hopefully pass. I don't feel like I wanna graduate, I just don't
want to say goodbye to everybody and to someone very close to me :( I’m
not brave or bold enough to say goodbye to my friends and freak out about
leaving college. Oh my. The weight off my shoulders is gone, hell I
feel so mature now. Except for the other day when I had a petty fight with
bembee for just a single choclate he won't share. The
below thoughts does a much better job in describing my thoughts :
As
we’re soon going to graduate
We
are going to go our way and separate
Some
will stay together
And
some will drift away As we’re soon going to graduate
We
are going to go our way and separate
Some
will stay together
And
some will drift away
We
have couple of days left till that day
We
have time to spend
With
our classmates and friends
Till
that day comes
I’ll
be thinking of the memories in my head
All
the lectures jokes and all the things we’ve said
Some
things that we’ve said or done we may regret
Some
things memorable, I’ll never forget
I
couldn’t believe
How
time passes by
How
2 months ago I wanted to leave.... Now my mind has changed.... And want to stay
Soon
I’ll have tears in my eyes
Thinking
this is the day
We
separate
And
walk away
As
I slowly cry
And
turn around and say goodbye………..
To all the VIVOs, thank you for all the fun we have had in the
last five years. Adios!
